RAP by stefany bka shantian

saw this guy while i was standin by
he's pimp, nike shoes , he's blinggin by
i saw him like there was nothin to say
i felt that he just really made my day
just what i saw, a glimpse in the past
everything happens woooaaah so fast
ikno am just a gurl
and he conquers mah world (mah world)
but i ain't tellin mah feelings even a single word.
then he says ...

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City lights so bright , Tonight's a good night
i was sitting at the park n i saw u park
u looked at me n i looked at u
n i was delighted to see u
i saw u w/ another girl in the park
i was depressed cos i was obsessed(with you)
i was about to cry
but u were to catch a teardrop in mah eye
it suddenly rained and woaaaah sooo drained
my dog actually peeD (wooot?)
n hell he was messin mah bed, my bad
he says....
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when i got home, i got mah facebook on
then somebody added me on my ebuddy
cos i haven't downloaded my msn
cos instant messages cannot be sent
back to facebook,yeah used macbook,
u always buy me on friends for sale
ionno the reason why u put that nickname
oh lame!, kinda ashamed~
just locked myself to you, ionno if twould come true
lotsaa notifications, n discovered informations...
he says...

harHar! whatttah SUNDAY

haha so yeah this is the last week of september and O.M.G.! a lot of things to do mayuuun!! har har.!
it was sept 27 - sunday... i asked my group mates that i couldn't go out because the real reason was that: i was feeling lazy and man! the people who are really worried about this is just between mah best friend and i ~ and O_O, we've got a leading man fr0m the other year level, we need to pay for his fair and my money is just enough to consume for myself , which makes me feel so selfish.

But anyway, so yeah! i went to church!!! finally~ i was wishing to go to church for weeks, it's fiesta time so here we go again the devotees of SENIOR SAN MIGUEL =]

0ur family sat at the center of the Cathedral and after the mass we went nearer to the Statue because we Iliganons, Roman Catholics.... most of us believe in the miracle he brings to us, that's why we hold him and use our handkerchief to wipe him because he is HOLY. even if people are pushing just to go nearer to him and i was friggin sandwiched LOL, i was lucky that time that i touche him and prayed for something in the near future. I believe in him as he protects our city from the bad guys ^_^

HArHar, @ night we went around the city... we went to the city Plaza harhar, there was this Little miss Iligan competition harhar and the kids were so talented and they know how to speak well, they were like 12 y.o and below, so yeah.... we ate at the BBQ INN and everythaaaaang was delicious! harhar, yeah i saw azns once again~ and yeah

we got bored at the city plaza sa we went to our school MSUIIT there was this Ms. Teen Iligan 2009 Competition s0 yeah~
papa and mama were just waiting at the car & we were given 45 mins to watch the show~ and O_O th hell its ddnt start yet~
at the VTR, clips are played again and again, it was like a 30 sec. vid with all that adobe flash effects and the logo of the competition and so yeah, i was dayuuuum bored mayuuun...

i had nothing to do harhar~ and the people at my back were so noisy, ugh~ they also have nth to do LMFAO!!! xD so i prayed : pls give me an azn seatmate pls. pls. pls.
i waited...and waited...and waited... and RFLMAO OMgGGGGGG~ it was friggin granted~, idk if he was a gaybo, i was sorta suspicious O_O i ddnt even see his face cleary but i was pretty sure he passed mah standards~ so yeah

the invocation started ~ and the 1st production number was so girly =.= hate it, but just a bit LMAO.. harhar, and then i was enjoying, i wanted to see this face but LMAO, im tooo shy :P

i hate bein shy, well in fact in hella NOT ugh, i just get too conscious easily !~ that's why! that's why! my g0sh! my mom texted~!! we need to goooooooo~ i was hella "HMPH" why so earlY!!!!!!!???? ugh,

nahhh, i need to leave badly, i wanted to l00k at em and wave g00d bye but imma hella stranger and he's person sen t fr0m God , too bad i need to leave too early? =.= then we went out and there was this traffic inside the campus ugh~ we waited. and waited... ugh, why do we need to go home so early? [it was 10:17 pm~ harhar* early!] we went 0ut on the other exit ~ har har, & slept early 4 there will be school the next day! ohh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~!!!!!!!!

& hey~ there's nothin else i can say

eiii, went home late...
0r classroom was friggin dark and was too hot that u sweat every time you make a single, minute m0ve =)) , nahhh, nah really

0h wells, i didn't give my best in school today,.. to effin lazy, but i pr0mise.. [as if i will do teh pr0mise], of course i will ^_^.

got lots of tests 4 tomorrow. hmph, as always. it's gonna be in eng,chem,calc so yeah. these would have a longgggggg coverage~ and oh mayuuuuun, dont tax my gig so hard-core, cruster. JKJKJKJKJKJKJK!!!!

hahaha

oh wells, i learned s0mething new 2day =)
will be dancing in DRSP
dont tax my gig so hard-core, cruster. cos i need t0 put oil in between the hinges of my tendons? ROFLMAOOOOOOOOOOOO

hahhahaa, it's better than a donut butt HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

oh well, 2day is okay, except f0r some other matters.
SCHOOL 1st! SCHOOL 1st! EDUCATION~ EDUCATION~ DANCING~CWALK + PASSION & PRAISE GOD~
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SILAHIS

Silahis ang Katulad mong
NAgsabog ng liwanag
ng pag-asa't hangarin ng pag-unlad

And pook ng mindanao
Tinanglaw at Pinalad
NAng ika'y isilang na dakila ang hangad

Ating Ipagkapuri
Itong pamantasan
Ang Buhay at pag-ibig
Sa kanya'y i-aalay

Saan ka man naroroon
Ay bigyang Karangalan
Dakilang Paaralan
Pamantasang MIndanao

Hey Hey, It's TuesadDay~ waaah-hey!

aye! aye!, it has been quite long~ hahah,.. so im here to write again mayuuunn

so yeah. what exactly happened today?

i just got home from school. so yeah, figgin tired... shame 0n me, im supposed to do other things first before writing this O_O.

nah, we played bball and we lost the game, nwei~ am happeeeyyy i actually shot the ball at the ring~ and that's the only point our group had. hahas.. oh well, back to the basic things in life..

i need to read nawww..
lots of quizzes as usual and the thing that's so lame about studying is that mah eyeS will turn into grey, i mean onleh teh eye Bugs. it's so figgin lame to look at..

nah i should st0p writing now, i wanna g0 to college badly but i dunno my major yet ROFLMFAOO..
my 1st choice should be my 3rd and my 3rd should be mah 1st~

i hope things will go smoothly as planned.. hopefully by october, things for future will absolutely decided.. my only rival is my lazyness, and i need not to be affected about bein friggin,effin addicted to checkin out such social networking sites..

and the thing is i can, i reck0n, 4 legiT~ IMHO~ procrastinate to noooooo enddd

well..
THE END ^_^

woah it's been a long long while

oh heys guys and gals!
looool
mmmmm

it's been long since i had blogged.....
exams aren't over yet, tsk too bad...

n' pres cory passed away because she suffered from colon cancer..
i felt sad and happy ^o^
rip tita cory :)

and heys. i made her a dedi vid
check it out on my youtube buahahhaa.

looool

Now, ahini is conquering our school... i h0pe i will not be infected .. pweeez *_*
i'm sick of studying... i really have that puny mind. o_0 i easily 4get things.
oh wells!
btw btw! classes were suspended since thu~afternoon...

and i dun wanna sing in front of the class next week 0_o i really have a numb voice trust me ;)

:P
okej!

The Day Before Independence Day

oh yay! today i can can finally to blogging!
i totally missed doing this... you know typing a lot and writing freely without any limit =D

Around 8:10 pm, dated june 11 2009... im sitting in a four legged white stool with small diamond holes at the center in it, typing these thoughts of mine in this silver colored laptop with black keys but lettered white. In my front right, is the electric fan,steady and stationary, i pressed button number two and i am feeling the coolness of the surroundings coming just 2 1/2 meters away from me, since i am sitting in this balcony...I can really listen the crickets sound, and can feel the water droplets from the tip of every leaf in front of our house.. Behind this laptop are things, randomly arranged and majority of it are books that deals with mathematics and computers placed in a 7 sets of a shelf in which it is probably 9ft high and 2.5 ft wide... It is full of books, that i did not read all of it...For i only use it when needed, in fact it's my father's unique collection, for he had been using these since he was young and was able to find money for his own satisfaction.

Back to real life...
*btw, above ? it's real, but it's a bit formal isn't it?*

Today..

Oh LittLe Snippets~

oh heyo! wow, everyday, time really goes fast =D
as i was enjoying my summer, feeling the fresh air breezing =D,catching butterflies!
and yes i also experienced severe hotness of this summer's climate, as i see my facebook page, i did not know i was being so camwhore and i changed my style of takin pictures, i had learnt to talk to more and more people, not just in asia and even in europe using the internet...

YouTube plays a big role in my life, it's a part of my life...everytime i use the computer i always make sure to log in it. Seeing my page progress, my new layout and comments from people, sharing experiences, exchanging thoughts and welcoming each other.

I came to the point that i had watched cwalk videos too, i was amazed by this art of dancing, it's not kind of dance but it's still a dance, because you still move your body... I learnt it hardly, I almost gave up because entering the cwalk world is no joke! I mean i'm inspired by people's talent especially when i saw ccw which is one of the best!. I practised the hard way, nobody taught us (shen and i) except for some youtube tutorials. It's a great way of exercising because you will sweat a lot. Don't get me wrong, i know cwalking has been alive since 2 years ago, but hey! thanks to the internet which kept me in track on what's on, because i can truly say i am no more ignorant about what's happening outside the philippines.


I made some vblogs and accepted the chance of being a host in wwa for a while...I'm not that interested in vbloging anymore...but, it depends...

Some my friends from abroad are currently in the philippines, i wish i were in manila so that i could meet them~why is that,that iligan is not the capital? manila is polluted anyway~.! We have fresh air here, and not stinky... nvm, i just want to see them badly :)

I had an advanced class in calculus and a review for a uni...:)

Through cwalking, as days past by... I practised whenever i could... I learnt and will be learning a lot of things... I am learning to appreciate simple things. Listen to music, not only by it's tune but also by it's words...I met people...Took criticisms..Accepted the truth...I opened my eyes...I am not having a hater, as i know, and atm...But maybe I have...He/she is maybe afraid and being secretive of his/her anger...But hey!. I'm dancing for passion, not for fame...I'm dancing to express, not to impress...Through this, i'm having a lot shoes as the time goes on... i'm not a pro yet..but i'm hoping to be =D {who wouldnt?}

And yes, i learned different words, vocabularies, time differences with other countries and how their system im school works and some of the student's personalities... I have never been abroad yet, but i have a broad idea of what it is like there...Now, im looking forward for my present days, because this is a key to my future... And finally achieve my dreams =)

My DAy was Effin LIKe..

oHH! that's cooL! u have so many classmates!!!

yeps we dont have economics..=D but idk, our teacher always teach us things that are said to be advanced,
like advanced algebra,calculus,physics,biologyIV,chemistryIV,and stuffs!
it makes me so dizzy, i dont get it~ hahaha, well i got some of them! LOLz.
they said that our school is the cream of the crop in our city, and people expect that when u are from "IDS",our school,
you are one of the best, you can do this and that~ but NO! they are effin wrong~
they are even shocked when "IDS" got low scores, they said that we are schollars in our city~but how come, they do not even give us free tuition and the
books are so high in prics,they even increase the price of a book!!!! LAME!

an interview! ohh u can do iT!! i know u can can can can!! so how was it?

chem? oh mann, im not good at it =[, hahhahaa =D
oh algebra! it was thought since i was in grade six, until now~ it's fun!!! i <3 it! hahaha

hahahha LOL yeaH!! B as in DELTA xDDDDDDDDD

yayyy! new vidddd!! looking forward to it!, and oh btw, i also recorded a vid lately bc it was sunny dayyyy woopiiee!!!
Cool! U WENT SWIMMING!!hahaha


LOL my day?
oh geez, i just cant take it XD, so i woke up at 6am, my father wants be to do something which i do not want to do!
it was this... he wants me to send an info to all our neighbors because he is the president in our village and stuff and need to have re-election
because the officers are NOT effin doin their job, and he made us,together with my sis,as a PIO.. and holy craP! i have a class at 8am,
i dont wanna be late, there are like more than 60 houses here~ =.= and man, he was mad..and it's prety boring to stay at home seeing a person mad
>.< and he even scold me cos i took 30 mins bathing, and i needed to change and stuff~ i was getting iritated, i havent had my breakfast yet~so i went out to
overcome the feeling of being irritated~ so i went out~ and it was like 6:15 am, and i felt like disturbing neighbors! LAME~
and so i went home by 7:15 and ate breakfast and stuff, and left home, and until i went off to school, he is always mad at me~ idk idk, i just read the capricorns and
cancers are enemies , im a cancer and he is the capricorn one~ ohh geez,

so i rode the jeepney, went to school, im hapy at school because i laugh so hard with my mates and stuff, but as time went by...i felt sleepY,
so Unenergized..I wanna learn something but im so sleepY~ im aiming high! but because of this tiredness =.= i was just so absent minded

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so lunch lunch luncH!!!

oh yeah, i do not have a cwalking classmate..and i taught 2 of my classmates, and i love to see them learn!!
but those ignorant ones, who doesnt know what cwalk is...they laughed at them, =.=
idk with them xDeee

i wish i brought extra shirt! but we stopped because i cant afford entering the class that sweatY! hahha

so yeah, damn sleepy during tests and discussions but i bought candy and ate it! hahhaa
so i was alive! wooopie!~

and before i got home, i called at the house.. idk my father is always mad idk, but my sis' arent home, they are at school,
and bought the cam~ i was thinking of cwalk~ and so recorded one hahaha~

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that was my day~ haha and urs?

1 leg bent when sleeping~

TRUE!!
1 leg bent when sleeping~

"You are inclined to be fussy, always whining and complaining. Nervousness is probably your second name. You tense up easily and get overly excited over small matters. Life isn?t such a big deal. Learn to relax."

I can definitely clue in to this topic to no end! (jaaykayyy!!)
My family is captivated, everytime, everyday, i can tell you we always laugh, laugh like crazy,i definitely make & start opinonated,senseless,rubbish,dull,corny and breathe-catching jokes in our family.I always say such things to my papa, it's my heart's desire to make my joyous because for the past few years, i did not make them go in front of the stage so that they can reward me because of the grading system in our school, it's a bit challenging or titanic that i did not make it!!!When i first got line of seven, i felt so down, i lost my momentum TT_TT. ouh well, it was part of my strange firsts...So i just make some jokes because i can see that it's priceless when they laugh at it, which makes us joyous and we can even benefit because we are just using like 40 muscles that would not give us much wrinkles unlike when we get mad~ haha

So moving on, in life you need to compromise everything...Life isn't always happy, at times, my parents are like pissed off by us, why? because we can procrastinate to no end TT_TT ,we were used not to do things on our own such as wash dishes and stuff because mama loves us so much, she doesn't want us to get exhausted because of the chores, that is when we were younger,more youthful xD. Now, they think we can handle things much, but they are so so effin wrong, that we are awakened by these things-to-do because we didn't do this things when we were younger. How I wish I could have my own room, if i only had my own room, I would be able to apply subordination to my self. Too lame, we share rooms~ and now, i'm big,in terms of age not by height nor by size XD TT_TT, i can't even go to sleep without somebody at my side except if i am very exhausted (ya know before i sleep what do i do--check out my blog before this , too)except that when lights are onnnnnnnnn xD.

So i'm growing up as a dependent child, i may not have the things i want,btw~ i want ipod but my dad don't want me to have one because he is afraid that i would not be listening much to him and he's just defensive ya know, i also agree with him i don't want my ears to be so dependent with an earphone, and the earphone would be stuck on my ears and yeah, when i was a child there was something on my ears, that it was so itchy, and i was like scratching it to the max xD, ouh, no scratching...i was trying to get rid of that thing that tickles my ears so much!!!it was even my hobby for a while... 3 months? xD so by the fourth month we went to the doctor and yeah, i was a bit new at that clinic because it was my first time with all the orange-yellow lights and cool environment and everything was uncluttered. And yeah the doctor got that thing which tickled my ears for years, no i mean for months LOL. Now I miss that mannerism LOL.

Being irresponsible is so challenging, this is the thing that i have never been done before. I mean i have been responsible for like a second only and i can't get over doing such senseless things. The problem for years, is that i realized that i put using the computer& surfing the net as my number one priority than my studies. It's a bothersome thing not to do TT_TT. Now,i think i can do this this time, i would be able to balance my studies much especially now, i have barely less than a week of my summer vacation and next week, a review for college entrance exams for different universities will be starting... I guess I need not use the pc much and try to concentrate, focus and love my studies so that when the right time comes...I can achieve my goals! yeah.

My dad came from a simple family,they aren't even rich...=D, lucky my dad went away and got separated from her mother for a while because papa wanted to have a new life, new beginning, life was bringing up the challenge to papa when he was leaving his family. Luckily papa is so hardworking, he thinks twice & decides things accordingly, he never panicked on something because he always have that presence of mind.

DISCOMBOBULATEDDDDDDD!!!!

I always reminisce of lotsaa things before going to sleep haha? wanna know some stuffs in mah mind?
i pray 1st,then i think about my future~would major will i get~ arr.. i wanna get, psychology, since i was young i wanna be one, i wanna be a lawyer too so that i can defend my family against those people who have bad intention or those which have been victimized by syndicates and stuff, or i wanna get AB english cos i like to talk in front of people or u know i do vblog and speak in english because i have a lot of foreign friends and i want to go out from this country and so that when i meet some of them i go with the flow~ haha and i want to go to korea because they said that they wanna hire filipino english teachers~ wooh

But hey, i was still thinking~ i need to pass the university entrance exam 1st before deciding the right major...I am in a university already but but but our school (high sch) is the only one in our city which is placed in a univ haha so u better check my other blog to know about our school hehe =P
Because my elder sis got at the top 20 for the past 4 years i guess.. and it's a challege for me a bit~ i want to be in the top 20 too!!! because i can get what course i want i have no limitations!

And finally next week, the review for SASE it's equivalent to SAT yeah will be goin on MWF onleh~ but but but~ i have a research which indeed we did not make any single move~ arrr~ there are a lot of responsibilities.. i guess i am mature but my brain ain't acting mature..this is harsh~ i agree with my parents~ it's because of this computer &&&&& internet~ w.o this im not gonna be noob all the time,,, u see using the pc everyday has been a part of my life..since i popped out in this world~ i was using pc then since i was like 4 yrs old...experimenting stuffs~ learn PowerPoint by myself...and then we had a camera before~ the one which has gotten film in it and stuff u know~~~ i was a bit new to it when i was young so i enjoyed so much with this stuff bc it has the flashy effect and it's like everybody would watch u when the it will flash ahahaha~ and yeah as time went by there's this digital cameras then i was really interested abou learning it~ being careful of it bc my parents always thought me that i need to take care and give value to my things which is until now they kept saying and telling and yelling it at me~TT_____TT

And then i went on high sch~ i was really new with this sch bc my schoolmates and batch mates and classmates are so so so effin fashionistas ... i did not care about it before because i was so childish and stuff i just wore tshirts and ordinary pants~ like i care??? and then.. as time went by, i effin noticed lots of girls would look at you from head to fooT~ i was like 0.o who are u to do that to me?huh? in our school,, i thought our school is a public school, school for the poor people and yet students ,except me okay?, have things that cannot be afforded by poor people like me~they got cool things~~ipods,w/ all the gadgets,nice cellphones,and the are so particular of the brands of what they are wearing..i am really irritated and disgusted about these kinds of people, i am not being sarcastic or something but but i have in mind some are showing off... i'm not judging them or anything~it just popped out of my mind~this is a reason why i wanna be a psychologist~

And i discovered making some vblogs on youtube~ and then yeah~hahah, i want to have more subscribers~yey! thanks fo yo support guys (tho some go fo sub4sub XD!)So yeah, i love hosting and saying some stuffs and something that will add to my vocabulary~

yeaah!
ohhhhhhh, im a bit confused of doing a lot of things~ i wish i will not think of turning on the pc TT_TT but but but ..............................


*~kamisama tomete yo~*

Nth MucH~

ahh yeah, i keep practicing cwalk everyday, learn new cwalk moves and stuff..watch videos, and yeah~ im so delighted for my 2 sisters.. i guess shen is getting a nice cwalk career (actually she is 1 month old ony) & she is so pro...better than me..ahh yeah!. as well as my elder sis, kris..she's good,, but somebody commented at her vid, honestly it's a bit off beat if u dun have the right speakers..if ur speakers are like noobish and u feel ur watching it nooB and the one doin' it felt a bit noob~ certainly everything is nooB~ hahaha

Well anyway, there's this friend of mine, he owns a site, and his site got talent show...it's an event and guess what! he wants me to be the host of the said show~ wow i felt exalted awakened!
so much

so excited
ahh yeeeeeeeH!!!

MOUNTAIN CLIMBING

So yeah, it was one of the birthday of one of the Doctor~slash~councilor i guess in our city, and we were invited...the meet up & agreement was at the JOLLIBEE @ 6am because we would be riding for free and of course for fun with companions...

I know...well do you know about filipinos?? fun fact: "filipinos are always one hour late unless u gave a harsh punishment"~~~~ so yeah, i woke up quite late like 5:30am and my dad was getting red as in color red because i slept late the night before that day. I know the meet up would be delayed haahaa...So we left at home and again i told you when i leave from home i would never get rid of cramming~ it's fun.. haha

So we went at the meet up place and there were just two people waiting,sitting & talking like nobody is around,,, yeah nobody is around because it was really very early hhaha~ time passed by, we took some pictures and stuff and then we need to go to the mountain to plant trees!!! wuhoooo! i was shivering and excited, i felt having goose bumps and hey! there's nth else i can say... We seated at the back, it's a HILUX pic-up i dunno the right spelling..correct me if i'm wrong~ xDDD and there was no seat! a was like seating on the air at the mini chair~ and it was so effin slippery and i feel like falling at my seat and my knees would give up...15 minutes passed i was still like sitting on the air! the view is so nice~ it was so windy, breathing fresh air and seeing mountains and the car is attempting to go to a steep slope which is a bit heart pounding~ And i was seating on the air because there were like 7 to 9 people at the back~ i am a bit shameful myself because my sis wanted me to get in the car not sit at the back, i regretted it...i would have been sitting at the comfortable,soft and silky chair? i dunno the right term , haha.. but hey! i love watching the blue sky and seeing the river and the horizon!

So yeah, let's keep movin' so we went...ooops! i nvr thought we need to go up and down~so steep and slippery~
oh well it was so fun.! epic fun, and this is intuition i tell U!
hahahahha nice day!

BEGRUDGING CWALK????? huh~

Haha~ these days, cwalking has been my passion, it's my workout, inspiration and partner? haha . if you don't know how it's read, say it like SEA+WALK xDDDDDDD

So yeah the day before yesterday we agreed something like tapping a cwalk viD at the park~, LOL i just got home ang they planned it on the spoT~ and i was like o.0 =okaY~ hahahah, so then i searched something to wear LOL, it took me an hour to get decided LOL and my papa was getting mad~ LOL haha, so then we left the house (every time i left the house i always go cram because i do not settle things just right the day before or whatsoever xD). We went to school first because we need to get my sis,and we waited there just a second LOL. And then there were just few people in the university because the sun is setting and yeah darkness is invading~ LOL , we would not pass cam whoring at the univ~LOL. We went out of the univ and then we argued a bit, something like... "we should take our cwalk vid at the mall" or "no~let's do it at the parK~"
"oh yeah" "oh no" "LOL" "LAWL" "ok let's go at the park so that we can eat barbecue since it's near by the park xD " , so then, it was decided....

So yeah, we went out from the car, and LOL, it was dark but because of the city lights it was kinda stunna~ bright just right above haha~ only the leaves got a nice spotlight hahaha. well anyway, there were a lot of people somewhere at the corner, it's dark you can't even see faces except that if you will look at a person more closely haha, we found a spot and we were practicing cwalk at the corner of the park, we mind people watching us at first but heY! i wanna be more confident, i did not mind them at all, in fact cwalk mania has not yet been a hit to the filipino people~ and it's kinda cooL we are updated but they think we are effin crazy/immature/weird such that we do such things as stamping our feet and everything goes with foot movements... Because at the stage just right at the center of the park there was a dance group, they are pro people i tell you, in dancing or crumping maybe and some knows how to bboy. ouh~ i hope sea.sea.doubleyuuuu were with us and BAps~ cmon' join us~ haha,,.. u dunno what i'm sayin' because i don't want you to know them because they are so pro that i own them haha~ (so pesimistic i know)

And then we were not so confident in our moves and we need to take a video which has a better quality,unique and unusual for the viewers and guess what, my mom and dad were with us and we were like forced to do it on stage, i knoe..but the vid quality is effin blur or whatcha call that, low quality~ and i don't like that. They want us to do it on stage because for some reasons... LIKE:
1.) in our city maybe only us knows about it
2.) do it on stage to gain self confidence
3.) they can be at ease because we place the vid cam at the floor and there are snatchers roaming around

Okay so let me tell you, they are just being protective, but it's over reacting a bit, they do not understand much the teens situation, we wanna be cool, not act cooL but just really~naturally cooL~... we left them at the stage and we need to find a place so we can cwalk, so found a place, the place is so limited, it's a sidewalk where people walk of course haha xD, and we need to make a vid or else they will kill us because we went to the park just to have taping of our cwalk which is already 3 week old.LOL

People were watching us..and i know that, i tell u, even if my eyes are looking at my moves while cwalking,i can tell people's impressions while doing it... I don't know but i just can predict peoples social graces LOL yeah... at the side while recording a vid,there were like 5 to 7 people saying LIKE:
"bai,bai, mao na xa ang ginatawag na harlem"
And i was like "duh,haha it's not harlem dude it's cwalk, pronounced as SEAwooooK~ xD"...
Whatever,i stayed humble xD

LOL, maybe you are wondering where did my mom and dad went?haha, they ordered barbecues and they want us to eat beacause it was 7pm already . Very exquisite!

After eating, we continued cwalking, it's so addictive, but sometimes i'm lazy~ so i will daunted if i will not improve at this because some people are very pro even if they only have like 1 1/2 month old walk...

Ohh well..studies 1st!

WOW NEW VID!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyqh99_UocY

VICTORY? (sortaa)

haha, finally Utube did not reject my newly uploaded vid xD ,i was really pissed off~ since yesterday like i uploaded it 5 times and kept changing the tiltle~~~ stupid copyright!
haha, LOL if u wanna see it~ go to my Utube channel fo sho ^.-


*nth brings me down when ur around xD*
-my doggie xD

TICKLE TO DEATH xD

danng
hahha
today?exciting~ mmmm

i went to school 8am but my classmates weren't there yet , i was waiting and sitting at the guardhouse.. and wow it's summer but it's also the enrollment of freshmen college! waahww!. there are some azns! yeah!
haha

btw, i'm not in college yet but our school is inside a university and in our university there are like 7 departments and 1 of them is our department which is High SchooL and the other 6 are in college, so we are the only high school students in our schooL haha.. so yeah!

i was waiting in the guardhouse but time passed by the did not come yet .. and i was like a sitting stick and when i'm out of the house i am very conscious of how i look, do i have anything in my nose and stuff, idk but i always think that people look at me [as in criticizing or disparaging ]that's why i just can't look at anybody at their eyes, i don't like seeing people like from head to foot and then look at their face because i feel that i am being so judgmental to them or something, in other words i have no self-possession or confidence they say arrrrrr... i hate it~ but sometimes i say "whatever"..but but!!! ahhhh

i disgust acting like splendid or good to people even if i am delirious u know, plastic? but i dun wanna hurt them ..arrr.. i am being so good fo sho~ but i wanna change LOL. but i can't... that's why when i dun like somebody, i just leave him/her and go somewhere where he/she can't see me o.0, LOL

there's this one time i was pissed, she's a frank friend of mine and i just can't be frank to her arrrr~ idk, when some , some onleeeh ~people talk to me they feel that they are superior because they are taller than me? smarter than me? prettier than me?and talented than me? IDK LOL, i always have this in my mind that's why i feel so small,noob low, TT_TT

wow, while i was waiting at the guardhouse i was reminiscing those things because beside me were some girls/boys
and i'm not used to be seated beside a boy, i wish i were a boy LOL
hahahaha

lol those are my thoughts of this day pffffff~
LOL

and u? i wanna know how was ur day LOL

INTUITION

wow~ i came across this intuition. LOL so i can't say it to u!
LOL. just kidding haha, i'm blogging~ i need to tell it haha~



Today is monday~ i have an advanced class again, wow the sun is effin glistening and i feel like boiling haha, just kidding, i just felt i was in the oven fo sho because i was walking in this cemented and tapered road for 6 minutes only ahahhaha wow i walk like i'm so effin snappy huh! haha

Before the class started we were ridiculously thundering laughed because of the PACMAN vs HATTON issue haha, so yeah, PACMAN made us FILIPINOs so proud!!! yeah

wow, i was practicing my cwalk for only 10 mins =[ still epic fail LOLOL

but this day is so nice* talking to friends over the net ^_^, but there's just one of them which is the best! ^_^

i'm off! cyaaa

and yeah.. a revelation~by somayyah xD ^.^ haha

BURDENSOME~slash~DRAMATIC

So hey!
why do i say the word "hey" everytime i go blog~
LOLOLOL

so "hey", last friday was so effin movie-like situation.. LOL

So 1st we went to our local city and bought some food and went to Luga-it
Ya know the house is just near the beach, so heY! it;s a bit sandy~ like i care? the lunch was effin' unexaggerated, so hey, that simply means that the food was k..
haha
im writing it like this because i want this to be like a red carpet-long.. huh-ha!
and then we can't get much signal of the cellphone because we really don't know te right location to where we were heading to.

so hey, we were on our way to CDO.. u know CDO? it's the SEE, DEE of OWW!
LOL, just kidding!! pfwahahhaa~
and we 1st went to the mall...

and i was like shocked, i dun have that self confidence,and i know it's summer some girls wore like so so so efinn mini shorts and stuff and i was like "hey-no homo!"..hahahahha!

so let's continue, the mall was so noisy, the noise was from all around~ there was like a recital at the center of the ground floor of the mall....

so we went at the 2nd floor~ LOL~ and rode the escalator ^.^
and we need to find a right location for cwalk tapping
but there's lotsaa people, they need space~we need space~ they need enthttp://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=8461042652512173179ertainment~ we need privacy,, ya know what i'm sayin'? XD LOL

So wait 'till u see the vid!
LOL~ wow there's lotsaa vids u need to watch from me! hahaha

to make this long story effin short***

i guess this is kindaa... sorta movie, unique thing in mylife~ me? well may 1st was very adventurous, i read this law book and had fun reading it..maybe imma read it everyday hahaha~ LOL...and go to other cities.. oh yesterday, may 1st~ my uncle was dead and we need to find this memorial center and we dunno the right location and we went to 2 memorial center and the dead body wasnt there so we were like roaming around this city.. was kinda tiresome but still awesome cos durin' late night we went to this divisoria, and it was raining and we ate with an umbrella under the rain bc there's a fastfood and we went home late like 12 already.. o.0 this would be an adventurous MAY XDDDDDD

UNIQUE + HYSTERICAL

Hey hey, this is Shan, and i'm so freakin' lazy to write a hella new post...
so if u notice imma tryin' to be a baller in tone LOL..
so let's start now XD

There is this one sunny mornin', the sun is glistening don't get me wrong, because the weather is just so nice at 8:00 in the morning we don't feel like in the oven yet. So there is this notice of meeting by my dad, he is a bit engrossed of his own work so we need to give him a hand.

So we went to each domicile and then keep repeating this effin' words(famous words of shan tian):

""""*ayo!,
notice gikan sa purok president te,
ah [unsa na xa gang?]
notice gikan sa purok president te,
dayon, ang kanang naa sa likod te kay pa fill-upan ,
paghuman ug fill up ana te kay ipa-hatod lang sa balay sa purok president te,
dayon (hand on a pen and a paper)dayon, ipa-receive lang namo te ha
dayon te, naa moi 16-19 yrs old dri te? (some will say: wla rba gang ~ slash~ naa gang)ay, kwan man gud te para sa sk te ba, mag vote na sila [in other words, tiguang pa nako te ba XD jkjk]*""""


So we went to this house, and saying the famous words of shan Tian, then shen was with me that time, and she brought a cam with her, and it was very hysterical because it was like a hidden camera and recording the things that we had done, it was effin hilarious and haha~ wait until u see the viD LOLz!! :))

Imagine imma sayin mah conspicuous lines for like more than 30 domiciles..!!!?
0.o

so we concurred to another house~ and there were lotsa dogs and sayin arf arf~it was so effin hillarious hahahaha~ i got close to the gate and the dog almost got me LOL, well i wasn't petrified or something but it was just effin funny~
hahahaha

Catch ya next time LOL

OHH!

haha! hey im back!
LOL, oday is sunday LOL... i woke up late,,
and my friends birthday are coming up!
js practicing cwalk, until now im not good at it OMG!
ROFLOLMAO!

EFFING SAD MV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjFveB2usKo

MAH VID

I GOT A NEW VID

SO HEYS! hahah HOW ARE YA GUYS.. JUST got bored a bit... WHAT THE FART??? XDD

ouh hey so hiyyeaH~ i know, ouh today learned something new~ hahaha.. thanks!

so click below to see,,, btw if u wanna see more of mah vids~ just search XIANSHAN TIAN
on YOUTUBE.COM hahah okay? hahahha so yeah!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmUYi64WtRw

TED FAILON : MY REACTION

Oh first of all, as a concern citizen of the Philippines, i would like to speak up and express my feelings about this...

Ganyan na ba talaga ka walang galang ang mga pulis sa Pinas ngayon? Kinakailangan ba na damputin ang mga taong nakapaligid kay FAILON na walang warrant of arrest? Bakit ba maraming nakikisawsaw na mga tao sa kasong ito? Unang-una hindi na man yata nagpapa imbestiga ang pamilya nila FAILON at sa tingin ko lang ay dinidiin ng mga TAONG ito ang kanilang sarili upang mag imbestiga... Hindi ito tungkol sa pamilya nila FAILON, tungkol ito sa nangyari sa kanyang asawa, na binawian na ng buhay kamakailan lamang, at maging ang kanyang anak ay sinasabi na na tama na...Sinabi rin ng kanyang anak na si Kaye sa telebisyon na naniniwala siya na kahit masakit man aminin sa publiko, naniniwala siya na walang kinalaman ang kanyang ama at nag commit ng suicide ang kanyang ina sa pagpapaputok ng baril sa kanyang ulo...

Bakit pati ang kanilang mga kamag-anak ay inaaresto? at pinagsususpetsahan??? bakit hindi nila bigyan muna ng privacy ang mga ito? namatayan na nga, hindi pa nila pinapupunta doon...Ang dami talagang nakikisawsaw, mismo ang pamilya nila FAILON ay hindi nagpaimbestiga ngunit may mga TAONG ITO ay talagang kusang umiimbestiga...

Dinakip ba ang kasamahan ni FAILON dahil nilis lang ang kanilang banyo sa pinangyarihan ng krimen? Well, nasa kanilang decision kung dapat nila itong linisin at bakit ba magagalit ang mga pulis at kinakasuhan ng obstruction of justice???o.0 HINDI NAMAN TALAGA SILA NAGPAPA IMBESTIGA KUSA LANG SILANG UMIIMBESTIGA!

Marami namang ganitong kaso dito sa Pinas ah? bakit halos lahat kay FAILON lang pumunta? May ganitong kaso na man na nangyari sa iba ah, bakit hindi tulad nito ang imbestigasyon ng mga normal na taong bayan..dahil ba kilala si FAILON???

Kahit negative si FAILON sa paraffin test bakit naman siya inilagay sa Watch List??? talagang hindi na makatarungan ang inaakusa sa kanila...

^{Sa mga ksamahan at pamilya po nina TED FAILON, condolence at malalagpasan niyo po ito...A lot of people are praying for you and your family God Bless You Always}
GOD IS GOOD

LUCKY OFFERS YEAH!

Why so kindaa lucky today eh?
I woke up past 8, and ate 3 biscuits... my mom and dad left home by 10, ouh yea after waking up and eating , went to bath for half an hour [woah so fast now, i usually have bath and hour and a half XDD... heys!]

heys! so cleaned a bit... and watch cwalking clips! yeaH~
i ddnt ate lunch cos mama bought a big siopao...
yeah~ i really like to eat it with lotsaa ketchup.. bloody huh?!

oh after watching tv a bit, sheN got a phone call,,
so yea, our teacher offered us to have review..shen will pay 600 instead of 1,200 so thats 50% off.. and i would pay nothing~ hey hey!! so that would be 100% off~btw, my class is about calculus yeah!

and also, my bro~pare~bro totongski from new Zealand tagged me in his vids~ because i told em so.. XDD

and then WD07 replieD~ o.0 how cool is that~

and my friend from HK knows how to speak tagalog.. so amazeD

idk how this day would end yet cos my little doggie,, u know BLACKIE the white-colored one doesnt like to eat o.0, he's not in the mooD.. oh weLL.. gotta play with em 1st k?

cyaaa next post XDD

SHAN TIAN SHI SHI NI HAO MA WO HEN HAO XDD LAME HAPPY O.O

Kindaa, Lotsaa Activities

oh hey! im back yo!, sowee i ddnt write anything at all this past few days,,, erm why? cos every time im in the from of the pc , my sis sits next to me! i dun even have any privacY! LOL.. arrr.. we are umm, watching some clips about cwalk vids and stuff~ and i kinda envy her cos she umm watcha call this discovered a creW, and the crew is so pretty cooL! haha,, i aint telling yoU what crew! [jealous much?;LMAO]

so hyeeaaH, as i told you the day before this,

the umm huh! yea, the day before this.. my group mates in our research met and then we need to canvass wood because its our main thing to study, such as breaking strength or..or..thermal conductivity~ lewL,, and we went to this lumberyard and mostly people who will go there are businessmen... and in our dialect its like,
man: naai mga tawo, padulong [somebody's commin]
we: unsaon man?[what shall we do,; (pushing & pushing each other lol)]
man: sus mga bata ra man d i! [oh they are just little kids]
man: aysus [hmph]
we: aii [aii?]

and we are kindaa ... "huh"

ouh before we got into there~ we aaaa rode a kalesa.. its a ride where there is a kalesa driver and the one who runs it is the horsy horsy! yay! its it was just a 5 peso ride horaaH! it was so fun.. we have lotsaaa one here in or city~ and its my 1st time~ 1st time now ~ loL~ have never rode before cos, i always ride jeepney or bus or private car ...or prefer hiking or biking,, lol not now cos my bike is sicK~ got flat tires and stinky rusty!

so then we need to find another lumberyard yo! so we rode a sikad sikad.. in other words~ sidecar yo! xD.. so we also went to the ummmm to the garden Yard, is that watcha call it~
so ho ho~ there are lotsaa plants, just like the plants u can see in the petSociety in FB~ lewl so refreshing, and was kinda tired finding the wood..o.0

So we rode a jeepney back to IIT then we went to sch and discussed about problems and concerns of our research...yeH~ so done. and yea i bought C2 lewl,, i better like the red one yeah!

I wish i bought camera.. LAWL

TODAY HAHA

so today the i woke up past 9 am bc my 2 cm8s and i have to deal something with our research, so then, we need to canvass different selected hardwoods from the different lumber yards in our city..

Today.. i rode... 1 private car,1 kalesa,1 side car, and 3 jeepneys~.. hahaha~ XD

i need to gtg
cos my sis is mad

o.0

So Random

HAPPY EASTER!!!

So ahhh.. its 1:21 am now, i need to sleep but idk idk~ this SUnday is so Kool,, haha,,why? cos my internet friends are responding to me =D
nyahhah~ why? cos they dont respond to me actually, just like saying hi to 20 of them and somebody will pop out~ and im even so excited to answer and DanG! its actually a virUS!

o.0

so yeah after we went to church and went to sleep a bit and went eating a bit and went to beacH! oh yea~ we visited our grandma,grandpa,and aunt [father's side] =D
It was kinda low tide the took some pictures~ every angle~ o.0 good thing it was not that windy unlike haha during Black SaturdaY!

o.0

my hair was like okay~ the azn thing will be gone by then,,arHaha~ just kidding!!


ok so..

so so so Kinda happy today. i saw lotsaa azn clipS .. i mean not only talking about azns but also seeing talented asians~ woah...

i was learnin cwalking a while ago~ and woah i bet if i'm gonna do this everyday of mylife haha~ i will be thinner but more fit~ rather than being thin and unfit..right?


so yea lotsaa azn inspirations; cwalkers,vbloggers,internet friends,hardstyle shufflers, woaHw!


and now, i bet i will be mad if i will be seeing a photo of mine wih no azn thingy watcha call this... ummm.. oh yea! azn pride trade mark! woah~mm


so yea, so kool, and tomorrow another day, new life, cos we will be meeting with my 2 groupmates on research~

so i bet.. tomorrow will be a bit busy~


and i saw my chinese name on urban dictionaRY~

its so lame,

so NOOB~

o.0

i ain't gotta tell ya =[

but my english name got nice description! yay! =]



hahahahhahah~ i'm not feeling down tho~

cyaaa

=]



BLACK SATURDAY:

with my 2 cuzzies~~~ LMAFOO what was my expression o.0



Good thing there were no vehicles much , so we took a pic at the center of the roda XD



with CID o.0
>



With my siblings o.0






** off

HAPPY EASTER!

0.o so heY! its Easter Sunday!, and btw i am unAgnostic =D.. so so itS Sunday Today and we went early to Cathedral[church] this mornin~ and it was quite cold cos we woke up like 3 in the mornin but who cares! its summer~ after a little while, its hot then... so we went to church good thing the mass didnt start yet and then i was feeling uneasy cos i only drunk 3 spoons of coffee and 1 gulp of it~ arrr... so then yeaH, the mass was so interesting... =D and i think this day is so KooL~cos i can use the pc agaiN yay!... btw,
last week, hmm, since it was Holy Week, i planned not to use the pc for 3 days, that is Holy Thu, GooD Fri, and Black SaT~
hmmmph....
dont u feeL like using the pc? and some are using it.. its kinda hard..
but then i learned to control myself, everybody who knows how to sacrifice knows the true meaning of *sarangahe*XD
and yea yea.. i did iT!

and actually, yesterday was Black Saturday Right? and we took some pictures nearby the sea~
and my sis snapped me a picture~ and u know what? i hate windy days! take a look at this.. o.0


so as u can see~ that center picture~ cos it was so freakin windy, it was a ba sign to go out of the house~ look! my hair~its turnin into a horN!!!im not hornY!!nope just kidding yo~XD.oh im not kidding~ NM!!

So aaaa..hmm. this day i saw my idoL~ he's got new vid.. i ain't telling u who is he..0.o
but if u know 'em i tell u *whatever*.. o.0 NM!
so yea~ its kooL.. he's got framed glasses~ i got frames glasses,
btw, i just saw glasses in this house~and then the other glass was lost so i got an idea like..whoa~ i can turn this into framed on! so see this pic below .. haha~



so YEAYEA~ my day is not endin yet.. i gotta go out now.. ttYL!!!