TICKLE TO DEATH xD

danng
hahha
today?exciting~ mmmm

i went to school 8am but my classmates weren't there yet , i was waiting and sitting at the guardhouse.. and wow it's summer but it's also the enrollment of freshmen college! waahww!. there are some azns! yeah!
haha

btw, i'm not in college yet but our school is inside a university and in our university there are like 7 departments and 1 of them is our department which is High SchooL and the other 6 are in college, so we are the only high school students in our schooL haha.. so yeah!

i was waiting in the guardhouse but time passed by the did not come yet .. and i was like a sitting stick and when i'm out of the house i am very conscious of how i look, do i have anything in my nose and stuff, idk but i always think that people look at me [as in criticizing or disparaging ]that's why i just can't look at anybody at their eyes, i don't like seeing people like from head to foot and then look at their face because i feel that i am being so judgmental to them or something, in other words i have no self-possession or confidence they say arrrrrr... i hate it~ but sometimes i say "whatever"..but but!!! ahhhh

i disgust acting like splendid or good to people even if i am delirious u know, plastic? but i dun wanna hurt them ..arrr.. i am being so good fo sho~ but i wanna change LOL. but i can't... that's why when i dun like somebody, i just leave him/her and go somewhere where he/she can't see me o.0, LOL

there's this one time i was pissed, she's a frank friend of mine and i just can't be frank to her arrrr~ idk, when some , some onleeeh ~people talk to me they feel that they are superior because they are taller than me? smarter than me? prettier than me?and talented than me? IDK LOL, i always have this in my mind that's why i feel so small,noob low, TT_TT

wow, while i was waiting at the guardhouse i was reminiscing those things because beside me were some girls/boys
and i'm not used to be seated beside a boy, i wish i were a boy LOL
hahahaha

lol those are my thoughts of this day pffffff~
LOL

and u? i wanna know how was ur day LOL