DISCOMBOBULATEDDDDDDD!!!!

I always reminisce of lotsaa things before going to sleep haha? wanna know some stuffs in mah mind?
i pray 1st,then i think about my future~would major will i get~ arr.. i wanna get, psychology, since i was young i wanna be one, i wanna be a lawyer too so that i can defend my family against those people who have bad intention or those which have been victimized by syndicates and stuff, or i wanna get AB english cos i like to talk in front of people or u know i do vblog and speak in english because i have a lot of foreign friends and i want to go out from this country and so that when i meet some of them i go with the flow~ haha and i want to go to korea because they said that they wanna hire filipino english teachers~ wooh

But hey, i was still thinking~ i need to pass the university entrance exam 1st before deciding the right major...I am in a university already but but but our school (high sch) is the only one in our city which is placed in a univ haha so u better check my other blog to know about our school hehe =P
Because my elder sis got at the top 20 for the past 4 years i guess.. and it's a challege for me a bit~ i want to be in the top 20 too!!! because i can get what course i want i have no limitations!

And finally next week, the review for SASE it's equivalent to SAT yeah will be goin on MWF onleh~ but but but~ i have a research which indeed we did not make any single move~ arrr~ there are a lot of responsibilities.. i guess i am mature but my brain ain't acting mature..this is harsh~ i agree with my parents~ it's because of this computer &&&&& internet~ w.o this im not gonna be noob all the time,,, u see using the pc everyday has been a part of my life..since i popped out in this world~ i was using pc then since i was like 4 yrs old...experimenting stuffs~ learn PowerPoint by myself...and then we had a camera before~ the one which has gotten film in it and stuff u know~~~ i was a bit new to it when i was young so i enjoyed so much with this stuff bc it has the flashy effect and it's like everybody would watch u when the it will flash ahahaha~ and yeah as time went by there's this digital cameras then i was really interested abou learning it~ being careful of it bc my parents always thought me that i need to take care and give value to my things which is until now they kept saying and telling and yelling it at me~TT_____TT

And then i went on high sch~ i was really new with this sch bc my schoolmates and batch mates and classmates are so so so effin fashionistas ... i did not care about it before because i was so childish and stuff i just wore tshirts and ordinary pants~ like i care??? and then.. as time went by, i effin noticed lots of girls would look at you from head to fooT~ i was like 0.o who are u to do that to me?huh? in our school,, i thought our school is a public school, school for the poor people and yet students ,except me okay?, have things that cannot be afforded by poor people like me~they got cool things~~ipods,w/ all the gadgets,nice cellphones,and the are so particular of the brands of what they are wearing..i am really irritated and disgusted about these kinds of people, i am not being sarcastic or something but but i have in mind some are showing off... i'm not judging them or anything~it just popped out of my mind~this is a reason why i wanna be a psychologist~

And i discovered making some vblogs on youtube~ and then yeah~hahah, i want to have more subscribers~yey! thanks fo yo support guys (tho some go fo sub4sub XD!)So yeah, i love hosting and saying some stuffs and something that will add to my vocabulary~

yeaah!
ohhhhhhh, im a bit confused of doing a lot of things~ i wish i will not think of turning on the pc TT_TT but but but ..............................


*~kamisama tomete yo~*