I can definitely clue in to this topic to no end! (jaaykayyy!!)
My family is captivated, everytime, everyday, i can tell you we always laugh, laugh like crazy,i definitely make & start opinonated,senseless,rubbish,dull,corny and breathe-catching jokes in our family.I always say such things to my papa, it's my heart's desire to make my joyous because for the past few years, i did not make them go in front of the stage so that they can reward me because of the grading system in our school, it's a bit challenging or titanic that i did not make it!!!When i first got line of seven, i felt so down, i lost my momentum TT_TT. ouh well, it was part of my strange firsts...So i just make some jokes because i can see that it's priceless when they laugh at it, which makes us joyous and we can even benefit because we are just using like 40 muscles that would not give us much wrinkles unlike when we get mad~ haha

So moving on, in life you need to compromise everything...Life isn't always happy, at times, my parents are like pissed off by us, why? because we can procrastinate to no end TT_TT ,we were used not to do things on our own such as wash dishes and stuff because mama loves us so much, she doesn't want us to get exhausted because of the chores, that is when we were younger,more youthful xD. Now, they think we can handle things much, but they are so so effin wrong, that we are awakened by these things-to-do because we didn't do this things when we were younger. How I wish I could have my own room, if i only had my own room, I would be able to apply subordination to my self. Too lame, we share rooms~ and now, i'm big,in terms of age not by height nor by size XD TT_TT, i can't even go to sleep without somebody at my side except if i am very exhausted (ya know before i sleep what do i do--check out my blog before this , too)except that when lights are onnnnnnnnn xD.

So i'm growing up as a dependent child, i may not have the things i want,btw~ i want ipod but my dad don't want me to have one because he is afraid that i would not be listening much to him and he's just defensive ya know, i also agree with him i don't want my ears to be so dependent with an earphone, and the earphone would be stuck on my ears and yeah, when i was a child there was something on my ears, that it was so itchy, and i was like scratching it to the max xD, ouh, no scratching...i was trying to get rid of that thing that tickles my ears so much!!!it was even my hobby for a while... 3 months? xD so by the fourth month we went to the doctor and yeah, i was a bit new at that clinic because it was my first time with all the orange-yellow lights and cool environment and everything was uncluttered. And yeah the doctor got that thing which tickled my ears for years, no i mean for months LOL. Now I miss that mannerism LOL.

Being irresponsible is so challenging, this is the thing that i have never been done before. I mean i have been responsible for like a second only and i can't get over doing such senseless things. The problem for years, is that i realized that i put using the computer& surfing the net as my number one priority than my studies. It's a bothersome thing not to do TT_TT. Now,i think i can do this this time, i would be able to balance my studies much especially now, i have barely less than a week of my summer vacation and next week, a review for college entrance exams for different universities will be starting... I guess I need not use the pc much and try to concentrate, focus and love my studies so that when the right time comes...I can achieve my goals! yeah.

My dad came from a simple family,they aren't even rich...=D, lucky my dad went away and got separated from her mother for a while because papa wanted to have a new life, new beginning, life was bringing up the challenge to papa when he was leaving his family. Luckily papa is so hardworking, he thinks twice & decides things accordingly, he never panicked on something because he always have that presence of mind.